Author: Greg Keeler

Greg Keeler is a Montana songwriter, poet, writer, artist, humorist, and professor. He also plays the guitar, harmonica, and kazoo.

EG 23

Peripheral

Sometimes I feel like I should write
more like I talk, that I should rig the print
in such a way that you might hear my voice,
a conjurer of conversations, but let me tell
you here and now, this is impossible. You
are witnessing failure as it unravels before
you. Your brain does all the work while
reality suffers in kind. I present to you
a lightning bug, aka, a firefly.
As I do this, do I not sound like
a sideshow barker? Making shit up
just to get your attention? The firefly
is peripheral. Let me say it again:
The firefly is peripheral.


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EG 24

Some Voices

One poet told me to try to find my voice.
Another told me there was no such thing
as a voice and only fools would look
for one. Yet another told me we risk
appearing foolish to be profound. Another
told me never to use the word profound
in a poem, that in doing so one might risk
appearing shallow. Another is telling me
right now that what has been written
so far is completely lacking in imagery,
that I could at least have provided a lightning
bug or a swimming pool. This very same
voice is politely telling me that
perhaps I shouldn’t write any more.


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EG 25

Wasted Words

My teachers told me that a poet’s job
is to find just the right word. The only
one that means what you’re saying,
not like all those others that don’t quite
measure up, wasted words if you will.
A poem that rambles on meaninglessly
hath no place in the canon, and the word
clogged must never be used with abandon,
for it, like any right word, states the obvious.
When you say something is stopped up
you’re wasting a word. Clogged makes
something awful happen in your throat,
and that’s exactly what you mean.
How can you beat that?


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EG 26

Dire Need

What you are reading here is defenseless
and it means no offense, but it can’t
help itself. It invites criticism with
every excess word. Who does he think
he is, this first person narrator who has
written six lines so far and hasn’t
yet gotten to the point, but maybe
that is the point. For what are we
but sprinklings of fetid leaves,
a putrefied paraclete in dire need of
a muse injection. I’m backpedaling now
but what else is new. And here
we are, almost at the end. You
were expecting maybe a miracle?


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EG 27

Out of Time

This was going to be a list of species
going extinct, but I don’t want to depress
you, so instead I’ll make a list of odorless
deodorants, or not, since I don’t want
to inform you either. How about a list of habits,
though I hear someone has already
listed them. We could make a list of
the ways this is disturbing you,
but I’m afraid we are about out of time,
or should I say space, depending on
whether you’re reading this or listening
to it. Get it, listen. With every word,
I feel myself going extinct. With every
word I feel myself going extinct.


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EG 28

Consider the Moon

When I was younger and he was alive, I didn’t
understand Jim Harrison. Now
that he’s dead, I sort of do. It makes me want
to build a blurb out of words from the tavern,
words that require music to be heard.
That we are a horny organism specifically
designed to create shit does not stop us
from wanting to be god. Consider the moon
from the bottom of a river if you want to know
how deep a girl’s death can go. Embrace
the horror of New York for its pressed duck
and the marshes of Michigan for their wild
leeks. It should please you to know that
a great blue heron has outlived you.


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EG 29

Purpose

A few clouds down-valley show how bright
the sun is, how brief the heavy rain. I am here
for a purpose. My atoms are drawn to a certain
shape by the weather. I’m my own little piece
of wind, a failed god destined for oblivion and,
as I tell my shrink, happy about it. I would tell
the geese to shut up, that I don’t want to hear
about their struggle down the frozen sky,
but of late their honking tatters stir me
to open up a window and honk back.
I have become attuned to the dreams of winter
trout. Nothing can bore me any more. The backs
of my hands are unexplored continents.
They give my eyeballs something to do.


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EG 3

Introduction

i.

I read lines by Greg Keeler before I even knew they were his. In Gary Snyder’s book The
Practice of the Wild
, which I read in college in the mid-90s, there appears an odd little
unattributed couplet in the opening pages—I can quote it by memory: “What’s that dark
thing in the water? / Is it not an oil-soaked otter?” This curio stuck with me, as it seemed
to recklessly collide Romantic nature imagery with all the ambient terror of postmodern
hyperobjects. Several years later I met Greg, when I was a graduate student at Montana
State University where I took a fiction workshop with him. Greg would leave comments
on the back pages of our stories, handscrawled koans mixing observation, reading
recommendations, advice, and encouragement. I have my pile of those stories, with
Greg’s priceless commentary, stashed in a box under my desk today.

Zooming down Highway 90 on our way to a secret fishing hole near the Missouri
River headwaters, Greg told me that the otter couplet in Snyder’s book came from him,
that he’d sung them jokingly to Snyder on one of their outings decades prior; Snyder had
mentally cataloged the earwormy-lines and repurposed them in his book to make a point
about how humans had messed up the planet—horribly, but also with attendant beauty.

Greg’s sonnets, which he has been writing each morning for over twenty years,
still contain earworms. They continue to bore away at the puzzles of living and aging in a
world that’s on the steep end of a J-curve. The planet is warming, waters are rising; the
drones must be flying. And the birds that are left still sing—like Greg’s sonnets in my
inbox at dawn, arriving again and again, against increasing odds.

—Christopher Schaberg

ii.

Chris first sent me one of Greg’s sonnets six or seven years ago. I read it, liked it, and we
published it at New Orleans Review, the magazine I was editing at the time. Although the
poem, titled “No One,” likely made little stir in the world, I kept thinking about it. And
then Chris would periodically forward me more sonnets; Greg was writing one a day as
well as voice-recording them. The poems made me seek out his other writing—poems
and prose—books with titles such as Trash Fish: A Life, Epiphany at Goofy’s Gas, Spring
Catch, American Falls: Poems,
and Waltzing with the Captain, a book of nonfiction
stories about his friend, the literary eccentric Richard Brautigan. The more I read of
Greg’s writing, the more I appreciated the fine body of work. But it was the sonnets that
Chris continued sending that kept me enthralled. They enacted, and still enact, what I’ve
always loved about poems: the sustained meaning of serious play.

Greg’s sonnets reflect and recollect in the way that late/old age seems to demand
of a person, perhaps particularly a poet. That is, even in their younger years poets often
relish projecting into a future in which they’ve attained a certain degree of experience;
“old before one’s years” is often a label stuck upon the auspicious.

I’ve casted those sentences with full knowledge that Greg might very well reply
with something like Oh bullshit, you just write what you write, auspicious, inauspicious,
young, old, it doesn’t matter. Nothing matters now like I thought it would matter. And
everything matters in a way one couldn’t have expected.

Maybe Greg wouldn’t reply that way; after all, I only “know” him through his
writing. But one thing I know is that his sonnets continually defy and upend my
expectations. A poem at first may seem casual, using a piece of received language or a
well-traveled notion, then at some point, an image, a line, a fresh turn of thought will stun
me—not in a shocking way, but subtly, in a way that, dare I say it, comes from having
lived a long time in the world. These poems aren’t exactly “songs of experience”; they
hold too much backhanded optimism for that. They are poems that play with our idea of
what counts for experience, and what we think we know about the ins and outs of our
day-to-day lives.

As you read the sonnets, you will sense all the lived experience behind them. Or
maybe you won’t. Instead, you’ll get caught up in the play of gravitas and comedy. If you
do nothing else, enjoy his poem about the moon written, I believe, for those of us who
have a profound distaste for poems about the moon.

—Mark Yakich

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