Author: Mariam Ahmed

Mariam Ahmed is a California poet. She currently lives in San Diego, CA while she pursues her Masters in Fine Arts for Creative Writing with a concentration in Poetry.

MAP 9

Gham غم

Grief consumes the
Hearts of lovers
And
Minds of others

Let the rain kiss / the top of
my head / And let it trickle /
onto my cheek / Let the pain /
sense that I / am not dead /
and let it / Teach me how to /
be at ease / Let me feel every /
fear of dread / and let
me find / some kind / of peace

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MAP 8

Farhat فرحت

From this cliff
Aerial views of the ocean
Radiate salt into my
Hands; the energy
Answers to me
Take all the time you need

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MAP 7

Ehsaas احساس

Energies swimming in circles around each
Human’s light, bouncing from
Soul to soul

A bright goddess moves through the crowds
A vibration levitating each person with a golden flame
Setting them alight.

Every living being / radiates
this energy within / throughout
time / impacting all that is light
/ Nothing less / Nothing more /
just a dimension / within the all

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MAP 6

Duniya دنیا

Days unfold, these worlds crumble
Unwavering breaths swirl —
Now a delicate balance

In the depth of our connection
Your hope cascades into mine
A falling star, a fading breath

Do you think the stars wish / to
touch the earth / and hurl
themselves / in a burst of fire / not
dying / exploding / because they
cannot / take it anymore / not
collapsing / pushing / through the
last piece of power / they
have / propelling them toward / their
dreams —

like me?

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MAP 5

Chamak چمک

Chance brought me here where shadows
Have disappeared under the starry night
And even today the moon is bright
My silhouette reflects
A distance between what is
Known and what is seen

Take away the glimmer / And in its
place / Give me / light / Return to
me / my old dreams / As the lines
on my palms / are scarce

So is my time / in this existence /
The stars that once / sat nearby / I
cannot see / any longer / Lost in the
ether / They hide / their shine

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MAP 4

Bulbul بلبل

Blowing in warm breeze
under twigs, under wings
Listen…! a flutter

‘Bulbul’ was me, I
used to whisper
little sounds softly

A nightingale’s song / brings me out
of a dream / as the morning glows /
This spring is sonorous / and its
song gifted / a thousand notes

I offered my arm
as a new branch

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MAP 3

Asmaan آسمان

A feather in the wind
supreme sky —
my image
A cloud reflects
a mirage
No sound, only breath

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MAP 2

Preface

I am stuck out at sea. It’s been this way for the past three days. The sky has been sunny for the past two, but today the shine disappears. In the far off distance, I see clouds rolling closer and closer. They appear so lonely. So far. So isolated. So cold. I know no ice resides here. But I can see the cold. My bare eyes can truly feel the cold. I can taste it on my tongue. Are you living the same moment over and over again and you just don’t know it?

I imagine being stuck out at sea. On a boat. On a wooden raft. On a floating piece of tree, a branch. Far from the touch of time, like it’s destiny. All alone and with no one to speak to. No one to hold me. No one to calm me and ultimately, no one to save me. The real world seems so far away, a far off picture that only exists in my memory. The picture of a blissful sea with sparkling waters is only seen in brightly paged magazines.

The lightning flashes within the dark swirling portal that draws towards me, an unending sorrow. I look to the skies and envision the shadow of a nightingale soaring high above this flattened forest of dark blue. If luck was on my side, someone would be nearby to save my life. The waves rise as the storm draws closer. I hang onto the plank that remains from the sunken boat. I could be here forever, lost in this dream.

The rain storms down upon me. The ferocity and wetness numbs the feeling in my fingers. Still, I hold on. But hope slips away. I fight the water, fight the sea but my limbs can only compete so much. I’m engulfed by darkness as the air in my lungs grows stale. Light surrounds me as my eyes fall shut, and my consciousness breaks free. Love travels outside my body and extends throughout the universe.

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