light theory
how long will there be nowhere experienced in two fragments
the moon and us
we here
with the weight of everything at once
sell it to the two hundred six bones of the living
that reflect the body’s dark
we here
with this weight moonshining on our teeth
bounce the shadow of my tongue soft brick
between soft brick in hundred percent humidity
we here
rock between two shadows, sing a mouthful,
and walk the axe through green pine into clay
no bedrock to chip that axe
rust
like when the chimney bricks remember
they were once earth
washed in from the river
we here
the angels to the dead
can say we know nothing
can really matter. we know nothing
can hear the voice of the present
without the blood torn out the veins and looked at
we here
hail the hearse back from the taxi stand
because no one should be sorry anymore
for anything
monody broken by our mouth
bring a little jazz for him to die to
like an angel masturbating on its wings
have you ever seen a book before
those wings going nowhere all at once
being in the rain
that emptiness filled up
names corrode so easily
and there’s that stink again
dead bodies this time
singing in doorways hallways attics highways singing
everywhere it isn’t noisy
everywhere it is never stopped
no one singing
even if they can’t sing
we’ve all sung
and if you haven’t
you’re a liar
when’re you going to stop
doing that not singing with your huge mouth
every dead person I’ve seen
mouth all the way open
lungs out in the sky
can’t even kiss them right
her high arch
the child outside will come to the razor
with two rusted fingers and a splinter ready to sharpen
her hunger the light beast
laid like fire between each blade of hair
comes to the lighthouse with shovel and sugar
to sweeten the machinery of the wreckage she rebuilds
the gardens painted on grey boxes
the flowering lights stuffed into sockets
this one child with her instep grown over the bridge
touches both sides of the river
she in the early hours of the night’s morning
folds wings from each bird
smart enough to die outside
the skin she scours from all sources of daylight
become the child in a brass barricade
who needs to imagine darkness
I can see her drown
birdshot
she started some no thing in us
how we could open her to the air
with this new document of sorrow
I spent this morning within the voice of a dream
and some say we need an original trouble
to work us through this sleep
she hid gunpowder in a false tooth
in case she needed to whisper
her lips and the thunderstorm dark clouds
split the purple blight on the horizon
she to fill her mouth with buckshot
and have you to kick her in the chest
your face with the weight of lead
to see the shine from her bare feet
the floor that crossed underneath
as we ran the hallways above the earth
you to have no idea where I am
you to not receive that human gesture
there to be fevers to leave us dead or with visions
and there to be no narrative to lick among your fingertips
you to be left with just one eagle feather in your bootsole
a knife to sing the ghost
when we get to murder a liar a thief
cut them across the cheek
remind them the wet of blood
do any harm will it
I watch the sky drag
the birds from the trees
wilderness stains my tied up shoes
who cares what kinds
of birds they were
we’re jealous when they fly
so we lie to our arms and torsos
we’re only good at falling
but damn good are we
I bullwhip the leaves off a young tree
I speak to it
shit tree under here
the fragile body
falling through the branches
where we will end
too low for birds
not to die too easily
the mention of laundry soap
in the fountain
the hardcover crows
peck the eyes from baby blue jays
two empty holes
the size of caviar spoons
