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		<title>soul, paraphrased &amp; there are four angels standing at the four corners of the earth &amp; every time you wish the sky was something happening to your heart</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 17 Jun 2013 07:01:50 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>John Fry</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[soul, paraphrased I have forgotten what I wanted to say— &#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;* prayer’s tarnished chalice couldn’t hold night’s spill, sky: &#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;* (not that sorry was red and sorrow, blue) &#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;* —but I have forgotten what I wanted to say something understood— &#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;* the waterwheel is still waiting for river’s song: after fireweed blighted the wheat field [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<h3>soul, paraphrased</h3><br />
<em>I have forgotten what I wanted to say—</em><br />
<br />
<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;*<br />
<br />
<br />
prayer’s tarnished<br />
chalice couldn’t hold<br />
<br />
<br />
night’s<br />
spill, sky:<br />
<br />
<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;*<br />
<br />
<br />
(not that sorry was<br />
red and sorrow, blue)<br />
<br />
<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;*<br />
<br />
<br />
<em>—but I have forgotten what I wanted to say<br />
<br />
<br />
something understood—</em><br />
<br />
<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;*<br />
<br />
<br />
the waterwheel is still<br />
waiting for river’s song:<br />
<br />
<br />
after fireweed blighted the wheat<br />
<br />
<br />
field long fallow, whisper<br />
sunrise, touch me:<br />
<br />
<br />
tendril, leaf be green:<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<h3>there are four angels standing at the four corners of the earth</h3><br />
<em>sometimes our hearts are animals</em><br />
<br />
I cradled the cinders<br />
by the waters of Big Joshua Creek<br />
<br />
both hands, barely alight, what had<br />
<br />
been my mind: &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;I’d heard<br />
he was one of those boys<br />
<br />
who air out their insides on windowsills<br />
<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;*<br />
<br />
<em>it had something to do with religion</em><br />
<br />
every full moon, a choir of elderly monks<br />
singing tone-deaf liturgies for each hour<br />
<br />
for the virgin hair daily set on fire<br />
<br />
inside the almost-ivory chapel,<br />
my ribs an empty sparrow’s cage<br />
<br />
“had you not followed the vatic<br />
<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;*<br />
<br />
your face,” he’d said, “would have been<br />
<br />
of brilliant countenance”: &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;lithographic<br />
landscape beyond the forgotten<br />
<br />
ocean of the innermost ear<br />
<br />
where one boy, with a wolf for a heart, wants<br />
to eat the songbird nesting inside the other<br />
<br />
<em>it had something to do with religion</em><br />
<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;*<br />
<br />
when I tried to tell you every day’s a seraph’s four faces watching over<br />
<br />
boy/bird &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;wolf/boy<br />
you brought me the blessed earthenware<br />
<br />
cup of winter spiked with nettles &#038; nard<br />
<br />
&#038; not even the star dying in my mouth could<br />
dull the bright draught’s ashen rime<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<h3>every time you wish the sky was something happening to your heart</h3><br />
as if it had something to do with<br />
religion: &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;spirit in the wheel<br />
of cattle egrets spun<br />
out of the scorched field<br />
lonely for livestock, again alfalfa<br />
eyes yet asleep,<br />
moon become saltpan &#038;<br />
as if the gloaming welled out of<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
hallowed ground &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<em>I will not let thee go</em><br />
<br />
Jacob’s pillow &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<em>except thou</em><br />
<br />
white feather ladder &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<em>bless me</em>]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>The #4 Jason Voorhees definition on Urbandictionary.com &amp; The Enduring Power of Julia Child &amp; Kenny Rogers</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 10 Jun 2013 07:01:16 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Jeff Tigchelaar</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[New Writing]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[The #4 Jason Voorhees definition on Urbandictionary.com person 1: lets hav premarital sex n drink beer n smoke pot person 2: ok (later) person 2: i hear some thing jason voorhees: *goes on rampage n kills them both in sick evil ways* The Enduring Power of Julia Child&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;– Program Guide, WOUB-TV (PBS/Ohio University), June 2007: [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<style type="text/css"> .quote{font-size:11pt;font-weight:400;}</style><h3>The #4 Jason Voorhees definition on Urbandictionary.com</h3><br />
person 1: <em>lets hav premarital sex n drink beer n smoke pot</em><br />
person 2: <em>ok</em><br />
<br />
(later)<br />
<br />
person 2: <em>i hear some thing</em><br />
jason voorhees: *<em>goes on rampage n kills them both in sick evil ways</em>*<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<h3>The Enduring Power of Julia Child</h3><span class="quote">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<em>– Program Guide, WOUB-TV (PBS/Ohio University), June 2007: Collage</em></span><br />
<br />
<strong>I.</strong><br />
Dive into a heaping helping of<br />
Van Gogh, painting<br />
The pork barbeque capital of the world,<br />
Sweeping him to the edge of madness:<br />
Memphis, Tennessee.<br />
The moment, for Picasso,<br />
Led to the enduring power of<br />
Julia Child.<br />
<br />
<strong>II.</strong><br />
Anne Shirley arrives at the Cuthberts’ farm on Prince Edward Island,<br />
Located in northwest New Mexico – perhaps the only site in the world<br />
Constructed in an elaborate pattern that mirrors the yearly cycle of the sun.<br />
With Lionel’s father and stepmother off yak-riding in Mongolia,<br />
A slasher slaying at the circus gets pinned on Castries the knife-thrower.<br />
But then Archie the clown is implicated.<br />
Mrs. Bradley probes<br />
The canyon<br />
And becomes “bosom” friends with Diana Barry.<br />
It seems Anne is destined to cultivate disaster.<br />
<br />
<strong>III.</strong><br />
Competing neck and neck with Gilbert Blythe,<br />
The boys do their wurst for the Possum Lake Sausage Carnival. Meanwhile,<br />
Mrs. Bradley probes<br />
Julia Child,<br />
Desperate to be loved and highly sensitive about her red hair –<br />
A virtual celestial calendar, spanning<br />
An area roughly the size of Ireland.<br />
Setting high expectations for all students is important, particularly for young people<br />
Competing neck and neck with Gilbert Blythe.<br />
<br />
<strong>IV.</strong><br />
A precocious, romantic child,<br />
Mrs. Bradley probes<br />
The paternity<br />
Of a college-bound culture<br />
Fondly remembered for introducing French cuisine to American home cooks,<br />
Which may hold a clue to the killings.<br />
<br />
<strong>V.</strong><br />
Everyone panics when the lodge runs out of duct tape<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<h3>Kenny Rogers</h3><br />
When, at 10, Kenny Rogers grew his first and only beard,<br />
people said to him, “You look like Kenny Rogers.”<br />
The beard was stark white from the get-go. “Hey,<br />
it’s Kenny Rogers,” people kept saying.<br />
Kenny took this to heart<br />
and stayed with the look for the rest of his life.<br />
He kept telling himself: <em>I am Kenny Rogers</em>.]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Napoleon Contemplates His Mortality from the Perspective of a Fly &amp; Dolores Haze Enters the 10th Grade &amp; Dolores Haze as Schéhérazade</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 03 Jun 2013 07:01:01 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Virginia Konchan</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[New Writing]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼Napoleon Contemplates His Mortality from the Perspective of a Fly All alone now, the spirit ascends, not in grandeur, not surrounded by fishermen or their wharfs, not accompanied by Josephine. The mission twice aborted, no, began, the chalk dust of centuries, of pedagogical unease, the comforts of home abandoned, rich tapestries of want, he— the [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<h3>￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼Napoleon Contemplates His Mortality from the Perspective of a Fly</h3><br />
All alone now, the spirit ascends,<br />
not in grandeur, not surrounded<br />
by fishermen or their wharfs,<br />
not accompanied by Josephine.<br />
<br />
The mission twice aborted,<br />
no, began, the chalk dust<br />
of centuries, of pedagogical unease,<br />
the comforts of home abandoned,<br />
<br />
rich tapestries of want, he—<br />
the fatal lodestar—sinks<br />
his rapier into the ground,<br />
reclines on a four-poster bed<br />
<br />
of crinoline and trash, remembers<br />
the fidelity of man, his honorific<br />
native tongue, humbly requests<br />
a glass of water. It is the last glass<br />
<br />
of water in the world. The fly<br />
merely circulates. I could die here,<br />
not unhappily, but won’t;—<br />
the world will continue,<br />
<br />
panoptic, bread will be baked,<br />
the children will sleep fast.<br />
It is the first day of the last day.<br />
The low tide moans its applause<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<h3>Dolores Haze Enters the 10th Grade</h3><br />
I open my clenched fists,<br />
breathe in crenelated air:<br />
my ears keening for the whistle<br />
of the kettle, train, or inner ear.<br />
The man I fled and toward whom<br />
I’m walking, with purposeful gait,<br />
are not the same man.  To one<br />
I was datum, flesh, a beast<br />
to harness for a life<br />
on a racetrack, circling<br />
madly at impossible speeds.<br />
To the other I am human,<br />
quiet in my orbit, and clean.<br />
I shut the door to the boudoir<br />
with reluctance, open geometry:<br />
chicken scratch whose language<br />
I will, to be worthy of love, endeavor<br />
to understand, master, or believe.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<h3>Dolores Haze as Schéhérazade</h3><br />
The moment I stop <br />
laying golden eggs <br />
(chain mail of history)<br />
at your feet, meat <br />
of legal tender,<br />
sonic wallpaper<br />
of place and thing<br />
(floating signifiers<br />
of your trash-strewn,<br />
transitive soul), you die.<br />
1001 nights:  how long <br />
I didn’t exist save as cipher,<br />
matrix of guillotined tongue.<br />
You: propped on sultan pillows.<br />
Me: spiritus-turned-matter,<br />
three-dimensional codex<br />
a threnody for the real.]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Black Dog Cult &amp; The Last Eucalyptus &amp; The Garden</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 30 May 2013 07:01:31 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Miguel Murphy</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[New Writing]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[Black Dog Cult 1. Flame, what is it the limit of— That glamorous blackening of a winter sunset the color of raw steak over the blossoming waves—Beauty a strange flower, the wind scabbing darkly. Haven’t I seen nakedness blink then vanish? And wild rising Shadow— the Santa Monica Mountains ringed now in that pale blue [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<style type="text/css"> .quote{font-size:11pt;font-weight:400;}</style><h3>Black Dog Cult</h3><br />
1.<br />
<br />
Flame, what is it the limit of—<br />
<br />
That glamorous blackening of a winter sunset<br />
the color of raw steak<br />
<br />
over the blossoming waves—Beauty<br />
a strange flower, the wind scabbing darkly.<br />
<br />
Haven’t I seen nakedness blink then vanish? And wild rising<br />
<br />
Shadow—<br />
the Santa Monica Mountains ringed now in that pale blue fire<br />
<br />
Of erotic distance. <br />
<em>Pain—<br />
<br />
as if the edges of the earth are<br />
candling</em><br />
<br />
Sharp attentions, guttering nebulae.<br />
Night streaming—<br />
<br />
<br />
2.<br />
<br />
Unseen bitch, pissing on the grass—<br />
<br />
torching the green silence<br />
like a urine darkness<br />
<br />
with your personal gleam.<br />
Let’s die<br />
<br />
here, leaf or star<br />
knifing the body’s warm nebula. Let’s die<br />
<br />
with the word on our lips: <em>Acquired Acquired<br />
Acquired</em><br />
dogs of the earth<br />
<br />
our want &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;our want<br />
<br />
like a curse in the air, a shout<br />
in love with itself—a sigh<br />
<br />
in love with the wounded<br />
repetitions, the mists rising<br />
<br />
euphonic, silver, cooling the parking lots<br />
late winter. Listen. It’s too much, our quietude<br />
our bareness here—the stars<br />
<br />
just flashing their little flasks of absence<br />
—drinking<br />
<br />
the flickering<br />
<br />
hour. For soon you’ll have to<br />
speak with absence like a winter<br />
sky to itself, the self to its dying<br />
<br />
bewilderments. Human is this heated<br />
breath rising, breath rising in the late<br />
<br />
immortal air. For you don’t know why<br />
but you know your blood<br />
like a black leaf unfurling itself<br />
hotly. You know<br />
the constellations are cursing<br />
feverish distances. Know into this same<br />
<br />
Unanswering Night—<br />
Only Body—<br />
<br />
your last silhouette will blacken like a dog’s<br />
music into a cult of Nothing. . .<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<h3>The Last Eucalyptus</h3><br />
<span class="quote">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<em>I don’t want to be a tree, I want to be its meaning.</em><br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Orhan Pamuk</span><br />
<br />
By daylight, the gold battalion<br />
drinks, drinks—all eyeless. The presence<br />
<br />
meaningfully obscured. How the leaves<br />
rapt between shadow and movement, gleam<br />
<br />
of what is beautiful too briefly. <em>You were too<br />
strange. A constellation. The braille of quick starlight</em>—<br />
<br />
They’d appear then vanish, like a wind finishing<br />
the care of small coins. Didn’t I long once<br />
<br />
for the sea, its repetitive sprawl and burn? <em>I longed<br />
once to love you. You appeared, you appeared.</em> I needed to<br />
<br />
drink your silence in at night, I needed to<br />
struggle for your meaning, your musical body, to listen to<br />
<br />
the stillness, while—<em>wing, brief shore, great dare of your trillion<br />
moonslicked stalks</em>—<br />
<br />
you erupted softly through my sleep. When they cut you<br />
down I felt half of myself<br />
<br />
angry, awake at what was missing, a weight<br />
flown, some part of you reckoning—<em>O<br />
<br />
signals of distance and rapture</em>—Departed<br />
Darkness—<em>preserving still the ways<br />
<br />
I might have become myself, but didn’t</em>.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<h3>The Garden</h3><br />
The new grass is gleaming, like a garden of syringes. <br />
<br />
What skin. <br />
<br />
The exact shape of the fallen <br />
jacaranda blossoms as they brown. <br />
I have the thirst of a phantom<br />
<br />
blue-barbed, arrow-eyed, sharp-haired, delinquent.<br />
When I walk into Bloomingdale’s <br />
I wake up into the ravenous, the rising <br />
robust green <br />
<br />
increase of Spring—that flayed gold moment near<br />
<br />
the tulips’ throats <br />
as they drink and fall, drink <br />
and fail. O arrow-sudden &#038; delicate<br />
<br />
touch, where my breath cuts. It sails—<br />
Here, the April racks flourish<br />
the stripped blossoms by Klein, Hermés, Versace, Gucci, <br />
<br />
Boss &#038; Burberry. <em>I am not alone. The voice <br />
of the darkness stutters bodies. Birds-of-paradise, daffodil,<br />
bougainvillea, black calla. The clock vine opening <br />
<br />
such looks—King’s Shade, and celosia</em>.<br />
This cashmere is my favorite, its embrace especially Vampire<br />
<br />
Red. Like the rose when it empties itself, darkening<br />
platelets, sleeves. The empty shapes of men . . . <br />
Clothing is such memory.<br />
<br />
It’s why I spend all my money.<br />
<br />
At sunset we’ll sit close enough <br />
so that your laughter is the season <br />
so that your musk is slaughter like the dusk is no more<br />
<br />
in your hair. <br />
I close my eyes. You are with me. <em>Goodbye</em>. <br />
Later, I buy two styles of Bulgari, like two styles of dying,<br />
<br />
being here.<br />
The shadow of the absolute speaks like a nightmare.<br />
So much opening brightly <br />
<br />
the absolute puzzle of a personal emptiness. <br />
<br />
Flowers. Arms.<br />
When you hold me we visit the shadow.]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>The Mapmaker Is Revealed to Be a Woman &amp; Ladder of Angels Descends North of LAX</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 29 May 2013 07:01:37 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Marci Vogel</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[The Mapmaker Is Revealed to Be a Woman We were navigating the sad, pulling branches off trees with chainsaws &#038; bulldozing trunks. Startled birds did not know where to go in the chaos. Would you be able to survive in the wilderness, have the capacity to banish what haunts? She had a way of moving [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<style type="text/css"> .margin1{margin-left:55px} .margin2{margin-left:110px} .needlegrass{font-size:97%}</style><h3>The Mapmaker Is Revealed to Be a Woman</h3><br />
We were navigating the sad, pulling branches off trees with chainsaws<br />
<br />
<span class="margin1">&#038; bulldozing trunks. Startled birds</span><br />
<br />
did not know where to go in the chaos.<br />
<br />
<span class="margin2">Would you be able to survive in the wilderness, have the capacity</span><br />
<br />
<span class="margin1">to banish what haunts? She had a way of</span><br />
<br />
moving across a page. To describe<br />
<br />
<span class="margin1">her as a puzzle maker wouldn&#8217;t do it justice. Everyone thought</span><br />
<br />
she was a great constructor, her diagrams wide open, but she was<br />
<br />
<span class="margin2">discontented. <em>I&#8217;ve been so general</em>, she complained. <em>I long for</span><br />
<br />
detail &#038; am ashamed of my ambition</em>. And if she had you<br />
<br />
<span class="margin1">on her knee, it was fascinating the way she seemed to</span><br />
<br />
draw whole constellations out of voice &#038; air. She conjured up a cake once,<br />
<br />
<span class="margin2">poppy seed lemon, its circular shape</span><br />
<br />
<span class="margin1">spiraling the sun. Somewhere in a northern port city, children</span><br />
<br />
devoured mangoes inside the hull of a ship, &#038; those of us<br />
<br />
<span class="margin2">still on earth pointed from our huts</span><br />
<br />
<span class="margin1">to her floating wicker basket &#038; thought</span><br />
<br />
surely she would fall out of the sky.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<h3>Ladder of Angels Descends North of LAX</h3><br />
First there was the lopping off the top, the trucks, the human rearranging of earth, but<br />
<span class="margin1">Before that, there was the rising up of erosion and faults. Now there are steps</span><br />
<span class="needlegrass">Some of us climb. Some take the path, feet pressing into dust, past the eye of the needlegrass,</span><br />
<span class="margin1">Sweet licorice, feathered wild. Poppy circles, sea lavender bleached to white.</span><br />
Along the way up, a wet trail of memory, striped spiral of snail toward the center, the city<br />
<span class="margin1">Receding, turn to see the Wilshire Corridor from the last Century Towers to the</span><br />
Federal Building, stretched out like a bowling alley in some summer blockbuster movie,<br />
<span class="margin1">Godzilla stepping west to the ocean away from the Hollywood sign nestled in its</span><br />
Hill, away from the studios where they film versions of real, click the heels of your<br />
<span class="margin1">Ruby slippers and repeat: There’s no place like home. We wind the path or walk</span><br />
The steps like Russian nomads, rising up, rising down, the traffic on the street like waves<br />
<span class="margin1">Approaching and breaking into a woman’s voice on a cell, a man striking a</span><br />
Gamelan, filling hollow notes with sound. Someone says our bodies reflect our listening,<br />
<span class="margin1">And I wonder who else hears our souls whispering as they hover six inches over</span><br />
Our heads. The body will not always be beautiful, but it will always be blessed. Slow<br />
<span class="margin1">Drops fall on the observation deck encircled by ocean that used to be clouds, our</span><br />
Collective breath filling the basin of where ancient fish used to swim. You can see their<br />
<span class="margin1">Vertebrae sometimes in the thin lines of cirrus sky or when the ground firms after</span><br />
Rain, the steep rise of spine curving us to a choice of road or overlook, and what kind of<br />
<span class="margin1">Choice is that? Halfway between urban and heaven, inner gardens sandblasted</span><br />
Golden, a woman who has been crying looks up at the exact moment someone else feels<br />
<span class="margin1">Breath animate the body, looks up to see her face, all our radiant faces, holy,</span><br />
Holy, holy.]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Dark Art 7 &amp; Dark Art 8</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 28 May 2013 07:01:19 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>James Meetze</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Dark Art 7 ￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼I can say dark because I know how light happens; every filament burns toward its end like we do. Even the biggest stars their projections in the dark are waiting to be pulled into the hat. Because of this vibrating string a note here changes the whole fabric and another note returns [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<h3>Dark Art 7</h3><br />
￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼I can say dark because I know<br />
how light happens; every filament<br />
burns toward its end like we do.<br />
Even the biggest stars<br />
their projections in the dark<br />
are waiting to be pulled into the hat.<br />
Because of this vibrating string<br />
a note here changes the whole fabric<br />
and another note returns order.<br />
I wanted to say without distortion:<br />
language is just a tool.<br />
Warped, it becomes a poem.<br />
The order of the poem is arbitrary<br />
like constellations are; the recipient<br />
of it draws a line from here to here.<br />
So we see a line.<br />
Anyone can make a god out of it.<br />
Morning has broken<br />
because magic is at the heart<br />
of the story we are taught, but<br />
magic is also naughty.<br />
Stars pulled from the collapsible hat<br />
they become a bunny<br />
everyone <em>oohs</em> and <em>ahhhs</em>.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<h3>Dark Art 8</h3><br />
If I could hocus pocus you into my arms<br />
like a levitated assistant, we would call it floating.<br />
To float upon Orion&#8217;s shield.<br />
The Isle of California read to be floating too.<br />
Ghost of the native tongue, a pixel on the map<br />
says, no one builds a friendly city<br />
to write a new legend.<br />
No earthly body is a master of maps.<br />
Each hamlet&#8217;s dot has a mirror image on the star chart.<br />
I go there, we go there, we are somewhere else<br />
a constellation&#8217;s history of movement.<br />
We are always in the process of<br />
not knowing, I don&#8217;t know, reading the book of.<br />
Many places on the map we&#8217;ve yet to go<br />
floating in and out of.<br />
If I could float with you.<br />
We are above the distance between two cities<br />
and not a cloud at all to rest upon.<br />
Everything is small when lives are being lived<br />
smaller than this or that issue, smaller<br />
than our cumulative memory when the lights go out.<br />
If I could float with you into the otherworld, I would.<br />
If I could have anything to share, then<br />
this simple articulation of sharing would mean<br />
love is a better magic than resurrection.]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>from Bookquet</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 07:01:23 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Travis Macdonald</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[from Bookquet I &#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;st 2, 191 &#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;rs had been un in the &#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;and to create a ineptly &#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;of the proletari followed &#160;&#160;&#160;idly as it had &#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;to the Sovi universal contempt and fo purges, except for a hand to power as camp follo occupied by ove, we were ong, threatening hours Embassy where a convoy the [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<h3>from <em>Bookquet</em></h3><br />
I &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;st 2, 191<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;rs had been un<br />
in the &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;and to create a<br />
ineptly &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;of the proletari<br />
followed &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;idly as it had<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;to the Sovi<br />
universal contempt and fo<br />
purges, except for a hand<br />
to power as camp follo<br />
occupied by<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
ove, we were<br />
ong, threatening hours<br />
Embassy where a convoy<br />
the con &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;was even<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;beaux’ in slo<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;re broken vows<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;lovers’ hearts with<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;trust the Muse –<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;marked by none<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;star, it shot the<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;d drew behind a rad<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Then cease, bright n<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;Which adds new glory<br />
Not all the tresses<br />
Shall draw such<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;out forming a<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;In spite of the<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;gued for reform.<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;academy to cont<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;who viola<br />
to coin words as m<br />
efender of what<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;<em>Proposal for C</em><br />
<em>ongue</em> (1712)<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<p style="padding-left: 60px;">reign words, and<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;reason for the fa<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;eighteenth centur<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;colonized the A<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;and in the later part<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Napoleonic wars, Eng<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;The English language<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;experiences<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;rkable incr<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;ge.<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;been sh<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;ny I.</p><br />
<br />
<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;THE VOYAG<br />
<br />
the first two chap<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;in his sleep by<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;sported with<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;where he i<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;He wins<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;it taught their la<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;of his sword an<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;venture bec<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;where<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
was now faced with the<br />
abandoning a cherished myt<br />
absorbed into &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;he Kordas’ wo<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;the best &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;education<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;This is a roll of thirty-fiv<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;“<br />
<br />
ex. Prophylactic. You know,<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;in your wall when<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;e as a duty, not an<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;“the nature of the covenant<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;agement at all, to set aside any<br />
&nbsp;ording to Aquinas: “Granted that a<br />
&nbsp;same thing God wills, he is bound<br />
ince the knowledge of what this is<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;mandments, a person is obliged to<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;entury pamphlet, the Jewish phil-<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;ay: Truly, people err when they<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;gains the clear and simple state-<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;of Proverbs refers to the “integrity<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;ightness as the capacity for dis-<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;matters is that the duty to obe<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;steadfast principles until<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;il’s point is well taken, not on<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;atter of human personality: we<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;beliefs when we have something<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;is built around such steadfastness.<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;nd to sacrifice his son Isaac, and Job<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;ions, to abandon his faith (or, as he p<br />
&nbsp;ecular examples abound. Thus, Bobby<br />
genius who was world chess champion<br />
&nbsp;Boris Spassky in 1972 until his resigna<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;spoiled and irritating brat, but there<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;in part by reason. But o<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;ich incorporates a wealth o<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;over time been accepted as<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;ence, argued Professor Tyler in<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;is ever active and awake, pass-<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;ing as it appears to be right or<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;ts stern prohibition.”<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;that the knowledge of right and<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;either placed by God in Creation,<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;would suggest, in the upbringing<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Williams is very much in this spirit<br />
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;come down from Kant that a con-]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>from Letters to the Divergents: A Cryptozoologic for Xems</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 22 May 2013 07:01:56 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>j/j hastain</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[from Letters to the Divergents: A Cryptozoologic for Xems I could smell you before I saw you. Fog and pine. Crusted garlands. Tomatoes growing over and through rusted mattress box springs. Your cologne always smells like that; the pineal bones of the dead stored in a freshly fallen egg. Our second letter sent by mail, [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<h3>from <em>Letters to the Divergents: A Cryptozoologic for Xems</em></h3><br />
I could smell you before I saw you. Fog and pine. Crusted garlands. Tomatoes growing over and through rusted mattress box springs. Your cologne always smells like that; the pineal bones of the dead stored in a freshly fallen egg.<br />
<br />
Our second letter sent by mail, ended with the words: “Cleanse diatribes. Conjugate tribes. Uphold abject sites. Dissemble perimeters.” Not yet an invite for my lover to return to stay with me. Not yet a prompt from my lover in regard to returning. But an aggressor collaborates with their own desire, and I was therefore not surprised to see my lover standing there at the top of the fire escape.<br />
<br />
The way that the light was slowing, moving across their face, made me recollect how when I was a child I would often open my eyes in the sea. As wide as I could I would, while pondering my eyes gulping the salt of the sea and leaving the water behind. To retain as a mage, the following must be unconditionally considered: it is possible to be hurt by where you’ve come from. It is also possible to turn the hurt induced by where you’ve come from into concentrations that liberate.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
*<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
My lover saw me mid-muse and extended a hand to me. In it a slight, circular, efflorescent halo-like silhouette. Was this an altered anthropod exoskeleton? Cut into three then sewn? A gorgeous tri-form held together with one miniature red stitch between each threshold? My lover began to explain to me how when they walked out of the airport, it was as if exoskeletons were raining over them from the tree that they were under. Explained how when they were a child they used to pray to a picture (that they once saw by accidentally knocking down a random book in a library) of a cicada shedding its exoskeleton. “I remember it half way in and half way out. I was thinking how badly that must have hurt to be cut by the thing that you were before, while you are trying to become the thing you would soon be. I mean I was a kid, so the thought was not that developed, but that was what I was thinking.” My lover tells me that they rushed to pick a few of the exoskeletons up, then they used the plastic knife (which they stole from the airport café where they sat to eat their breakfast and drink their tea) to cut the exoskeletons into threes in their hand. My lover expounded that they understood the shells as exterior bones. Tonal, tall shards.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
*<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
Apertures are persuasions of inter: borehole, dry hole, sinkhole, macular hole, gnamma hole, asshole, blind hole, threaded hole, swimming hole, black hole, rabbit hole, foxhole, hogback hole, lubber’s hole, plot hole, gunk hole, soft faced hole, water hole, blind hole, trigonal hole, chuckhole, f-hole, white hole, weep hole.<br />
<br />
Harshness of light wholly affects my ability to retain, and then recollect memories. I will always prefer the almost light-absence of midnight over candlelight, candlelight over daylight and daylight over fluorescent light. My lover promised to buy and install different bulbs in my apartment (I had never once turned on the neons that came with the apartment) so that a dual-stimulus could occur. So that I could see while in my apartment at night, and also so that our time together was more likely to be something that I could later recall.<br />
<br />
Adjusting shrine objects in the dark increases familiarity with them. Before meeting my lover I obsessively did this so that they would continue to triangulate with the particles that move in and out of a space, a room. Maybe a room is a dwelling that by changes in light masculinizes and feminizes forms? Tinges silhouettes?<br />
<br />
My lover and I walked (from the steps where they handed me the darned crest of cicada-casing) into my apartment and without speaking, stripped and moved directly to the bath. Rested together there, in my indigo tinted, small, unplugged tub as the water radiated over us like ooze. Not until we were in the basin did my lover speak to me about how long the dye stayed on their hands after the first time they helped me dye my dreads.<br />
<br />
Later, after we made love, my lover held their hand in an unflinching cup shape over my genitals “as a way to keep the thrusting inside of you longer.” This is how what is overhead is no longer solely traditional sky, but something internal. My lover is an aspect of my innards when I am being fucked by them. Nothing buffered or muffled. Inscrutable intimacy instituted not by caricature, but by strutting the nuances, those robust populates of the mood-sack.]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>To Lis- &amp; Maturity</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 07:01:45 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Daniel Bosch</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[To Lis-&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;after Saavedra D-cupped star ath-, hair in golden bangs; Ama-, bright luna moth tat- on her soft left in- thigh; biochemist and altru-; inventor of a prophylac- treatment for pernicious anemi-, the complete chemical formu- for which came to her at thir-, under a duvet, in a cano- bed in suburban Little Rock dur- [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<h3>To Lis-</h3>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<em>after Saavedra</em><br />
<br />
D-cupped star ath-,<br />
hair in golden bangs; Ama-,<br />
bright luna moth tat-<br />
on her soft left in-<br />
thigh; biochemist and altru-;<br />
inventor of a prophylac-<br />
treatment for pernicious anemi-,<br />
the complete chemical formu-<br />
for which came to her at thir-,<br />
under a duvet, in a cano-<br />
bed in suburban Little Rock dur-<br />
the gubernatorial administra-<br />
of former Rhodes Scholar Wil-<br />
Jefferson Clinton; who wears only Birken-;<br />
who reads only <span style="text-decoration: underline;">The Wall Street Jour</span>-<br />
and certain flashing “WALK” sig-;<br />
who was graduated from an expen-,<br />
private, all-girl preparato-<br />
school and takes frequent, explic-<br />
advantage of her high socie-<br />
connections; grommet-nippled win-<br />
of Delta Delta Delta wet t-<br />
contests; cotton-mouthed drain-<br />
of frigid wet liters of <em>Moun-<br />
Dew</em> exhumed from ripped white styro-<br />
ice chests; eager completer of de-<br />
financial statements; certified wa-<br />
safety instructor; fan of arc-<br />
cold; two-time loser at love, twice di-<br />
from the same man, twice refus-<br />
of alimony, twice paparaz-<br />
favorite, fang-bearing tab-<br />
bitch who expressed no inter-<br />
in obtaining custody of her chil-;<br />
lover of country-style Crisco bis-;<br />
Yahtzee maven; carbo-loading cy-<br />
who never even wants to own a cook-;<br />
proud co-salutatorian; wooden-leg-<br />
bar hopper who found the audiocas-<br />
edition of <span style="text-decoration: underline;">As I Lay Dy</span>-<br />
tedious; compassionate evangelic-<br />
who pays her tithe to a Dutch Re-<br />
Methodist Congregation in Michi-<br />
and planned her sweet six-<br />
around a barbecue rally for the N.R.-;<br />
Lisa, to my sun a passive so-<br />
cell; hot-house flower; delicate cross-stitch-<br />
of egregiously implausi-<br />
aphorisms; keen swing-<br />
of a mean, two-fisted back-,<br />
who never naps and who wears sensi-<br />
shoes; Lisa, who can nei-<br />
sketch nor paint nor even take a good photo-,<br />
and who yet believes in Pan-As-<br />
unity, in an American meritocra-,<br />
and that finally, after all, <em>haute cou</em>-<br />
may look hot but is infeasi-;<br />
O yes, Lisa, bullish on space trav-,<br />
Homeland Security, spar-<br />
the rod, and the Ruskini-<br />
curriculum; who sniffs e-<br />
at clean, convenient mass transporta-<br />
and who thinks elaborate fire-<br />
protect every electronic transac-,<br />
especially love poems; Lis-,<br />
my Kalishnikov, my Winches-,<br />
my freshly cleaned and reassem-<br />
Uzi with a full clip; pumice eve-<br />
callous on your ruddy palms, reap-<br />
that patriotic French mani-,<br />
throw away your plastic sand-filled bar-<br />
and your Sega gameboy, ba-,<br />
unbind your feet! Dad-<br />
home! That’s me stamp-<br />
gravel with a light blue Melt-A-<br />
glaze from the soles of my black, steel-<br />
boots; I’m home to write poet-<br />
about Lisa, my muon and my centripe-<br />
force; my vortex and my ver-;<br />
speaker of my house and my secretar-<br />
of health and human services desig-,<br />
eligible for a lifetime appoint-;<br />
my pointillist’s stipple, every-<br />
tick this versifier’s tock de-:<br />
my penultimate and my ultimate sylla-.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<h3>Maturity</h3>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<em>long owed to Lisa</em><br />
<br />
Odd to admit now Brighton<br />
Frightened me: the ‘B’ line; the wet snow,<br />
Weightless as in a globe;<br />
Nobody interested in the poem,<br />
“Maturity: An Ode,”<br />
I was so proud of writing.<br />
<br />
What I thought courageous<br />
Ages less well than love; the reservoir<br />
We circumambulated<br />
Hated being my metaphor<br />
For how to safely store<br />
A childhood’s griefs and rages.<br />
<br />
Odder still to remember<br />
December in San Diego:<br />
Anesthetic palms, green-fingered scrub<br />
Troubling the soil’s chocolate-slow<br />
Flow into a faux<br />
Hand a fault dismembers.<br />
<br />
I had no way of knowing,<br />
Owing to loves past,<br />
That our new undertaking—<br />
Our breaking, our holding fast—<br />
Might yield, at last,<br />
A love so thorough-going.<br />
<br />
But the muscle does not pause as<br />
Losses accumulate;<br />
Its beating does not lessen,<br />
Lessoned by fate:<br />
Darkly blood moves; lungs oxygenate;<br />
A pulse answers for causes.<br />
<br />
And if maturity’s billion synapses<br />
Lapse after firing<br />
Only to light the path again—<br />
Against desiring—<br />
Against such pathetic wiring,<br />
Logic, not love, collapses.<br />
<br />
Oddest of all how writing<br />
Frightens me still,<br />
That losses accumulate<br />
Late, and ever will,<br />
Yet now the reservoir is filled<br />
With love, and the world brightens.]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>After Swann 48-50</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 07:01:29 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Marthe Reed</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[New Writing]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[48 as though tendering the spectacle of aesthetic co-ordinates a shell-splinter pearl-grey gloves his crush hat a specimen girdled in the polished disk of sensual bliss moved an accidental fragment evokes his horizon bounded by two fans or two adjacent chairs glad of a companion she preferred an obscure melancholy a series of trapezes the [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<h3>48</h3><br />
as though tendering<br />
the spectacle of<br />
aesthetic co-ordinates<br />
<br />
a shell-splinter<br />
pearl-grey gloves<br />
his crush hat<br />
<br />
a specimen<br />
girdled<br />
in the polished disk<br />
<br />
of sensual bliss<br />
moved<br />
an accidental<br />
<br />
fragment<br />
evokes<br />
his horizon<br />
<br />
bounded by two<br />
fans or<br />
two adjacent chairs<br />
<br />
glad of a companion<br />
she preferred<br />
an obscure<br />
<br />
melancholy<br />
a series of trapezes<br />
the pendulum of<br />
<br />
her constantly accelerated<br />
reason<br />
murmuring<br />
<br />
almost horizontally<br />
a hollow sound<br />
limiting her field of vision<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<h3>49</h3><br />
claiming<br />
her due<br />
a pattern in the carpet<br />
<br />
dumb-show<br />
expressing<br />
the act of politeness<br />
<br />
she moved<br />
in order to<br />
straighten<br />
<br />
her fan<br />
a tender smile<br />
taught in her girlhood<br />
<br />
sinuous creatures<br />
somewhere beyond<br />
a more premeditated reaction<br />
<br />
she had<br />
solitude<br />
a sudden<br />
<br />
slender young<br />
beauty<br />
free from the scrutiny of<br />
<br />
memories and sensations<br />
a woman<br />
reduced to<br />
<br />
an echo<br />
a token<br />
romantically compressed<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<h3>50</h3><br />
to modify this<br />
overture<br />
she seemed<br />
<br />
to appear<br />
by an invitation<br />
a moment dreamed<br />
<br />
in the plays of<br />
social engagements<br />
the expression of her anxiety<br />
<br />
a pretence<br />
in which she might find herself<br />
a lump of sugar<br />
<br />
a thousand signs<br />
underlying<br />
her<br />
<br />
might one day emerge<br />
into a laugh<br />
such lovely things<br />
<br />
it was only<br />
the emotion of<br />
her gratitude<br />
<br />
so delightful<br />
an uneasiness<br />
running<br />
<br />
within reach of<br />
the moment<br />
an impression<br />
<br />
isolating the word<br />
a regular little peach<br />
half wishing to oblige]]></content:encoded>
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